shit
this seems to be the buzz word lately in my life
obviously
wat do u expect from someone who caught a bad gastroenteritis?
so ive been bed ridden since saturday night
it came so suddenly
no symptoms
nothing!
just puke puke puke and well ahem watery shit
sorry for the ames sensibles
the next thing i knew
was the hospital
injections and serums
in my system
ouch!
now am glad the nightmare is kinda over
i feel way better
so i resume work tomorrow
gimme a whole week
and u’ll find me the way i used to be
i have to catch up on the one and a half kg i lost during those past awful days
hopefully

this is just for the heck of it
been quite long i didnt bore you with my life
so here we go
photocopies photocopies photocopies
vouchers, cheques, double checking, cross checking whatever checking
sitting on my ass most of the day
sometimes rushing to other levels
to leave a document with Mr am-busy or Miss oh-so-fashion
that’s all ive been doing up to now
the irony is that they make me learn most of the things
how to post transactions, how to deal with clients, what leasing is all about (oh i work at SBM lease by the way)
but they never let me put into practice whatever they teach me
so yes i do get bored
yes i wanna be productive
yes i wanna show them that i can do better than meeting a target of 500 million photocopies
that was a joke by the way
today was a nice one
no am not talking about the bank
am talking about banla
i met them for like an hour
felt weird to be clad so formally with them
weirder still when i had to leave them
i gotta smoke now
i told u
that was a random post
with random thoughts
only words
why not a picture of me now
again! u’ll say
yes again i’ll tell you
this i getting too long now

here goes the good news
4 days down
and guess what?
42 more to go
yey!
the placement should end by 31july
and not in august as planned
yuhuu!
am getting used to this life
actually the fun is when i dress myself
i just love doing that
i feel sooo girlish now
with the make up and all
aww
*blush*
minou is sleeping on my laps rite now
she is such a cutie
i miss her so much these days
i hardly see her
she is always sleeping in her box
’cause of the bitter cold
and they say its gonna be colder now
did i say i hate winter?
cant upload some nice photoshopped pics
maybe its my connection
or maybe its just wordpress
time for a hot bath now
my warm bed and 4 covers await me

my new work sucks
big time i tell you
am still learning the basics
but i guess that’s all i’ll ever learn
i just happen to be on placement rite?
about the people
i dont like them
they all seem so stressed
and then there is this boy in my department
actually there are 2 boys
they never smile
they look so cold
aww wat an environment i tell you
i always find myself observing people
and this girl with her weird french
and the other one who is always making mistakes
i could write lengthly on this
but i end here
i hav to catch up on my sleep
but am sure about one thing
i dont want to work in a bank ever again
really
i might end up killing myself if i do
2 down
60 days to go
courage!

gimme a break with that fuck-face
draw a smile on ur lips
a nice smile
that might convey warmth
tie your hair nicely
u might even wear earrings
small ones
i know how much you hate them
but u gotta be fake sometimes
now is the time
then maybe this fake u will be the real u
there there
all set for tomorrow
wish me luck

ive been shopping with my mom today
bought many clothes
among which
4 skirts
thats a lot compared to the number of skirts i normally buy in a year
am not a very skirt-ish girl
oh yeah
the clothes are all formal ones
no fun
expect for the blouse
which i totally love
maybe i’ll wear it for my first day ever at work
so u can see
i cant stop photoshopping now
yaye!

the wonders of photoshop!
am still a novice
downloaded it yesterday
been using it since this morning
windy day it was
very very windy
spent it alone at home
with this bad feeling gnawing at me since i woke up
its was like i was constantly anxious
it cant be the date
am not superstitious
ok maybe a lil bit
but it matters less now
’cause am okay
alrite
am off to some photoshop thingy

so i finally hear it
my placement begins on monday
its all good
i badly need money these days
he says i should talk properly
i always use foul words while talking
i dont mean them
they just come out without me doing anything :S
that is bad
i should be more girlish
girls dont talk like that
do they?
behave rooch!